Holiday mood!!

some beautiful plant in my house gardenI like ds "love" plant very much...plant that full of love ,hehe

Hehe.... I m in good mood now....bcoz i now in my lovely house on9 again....ds time holiday is bout 10 days....and i ll surely use it wisely of 240 hours.....

jz arive home, i found out tht my house change a lot....(bcoz i jz move new house in may,din even had the chance decorate my new room,then aldy go kuching liao),now switch from timenet to streamyx liao, my bro baught a new Myvi, house baught a new cupboard,plant a new jagung tree in garden....lot n lot of things...so i gona observe my house carefuly ds time hehe.....although most of my fren is now in study week gambate for their final n din back BM, but i stil eat to my heart content,sleep ful ful,read my favourite book(now working hard on harry porter 6,very thick :P),listen my favourite music,eat my favourite food,n I friday ll go KL find my UM fren tht i miss so much!!! cannot express how i happy n excited bout ds!!lie on my own bed, n jz let the times pass by.....everyth is so fine n well....relax man!!!!

wondering when can i stil have the chance to enjoy so much?n take the time to let the time pass by.....ds is way i live for the pass years......haha....hope i always get the chance to enjoy like now !!

for my frens tht currenly same v me holiday, enjoy ur holiday ya!!


当你真心渴望某样东西时，整个宇宙都会联合起来帮助你完成。。。
摘自－ 牧羊少年奇幻之旅

I live in library

picture taken from my fac library-the dark cloud is coming....jz like the EOB is coming

I live in library nowadays...coz ds wed is my final exam liao(v call it end of block exam,EOB)
ds block realy a lot of new things to study..... I jz like a spanch, absorp everyth tht come in to my small small mind n brain....but I only can act like half of a spanch, coz i mz absorp everyth but cannot let it go under pressure....

so everyday morning I wake up,library, afternoon lunch, library,dinner, library, midnite, Counterstike,huh? Counterstrike? ya! lately my hostel start the counterstike epidemic disease.....sign n symptoms?everynite 12.00 midnite automatically c some of my siao lang medic fren waiting....then 2 am morning baru sleep....side effect?use ur brain , ok?no need me tell u,rite?

but i try my best....I really learn a lot of thing in this block... academically n most important is everyth or experience in ds block,include all those good n bad ....now I know the feeling liao.......so my fren....wish me good luck in my exam!! I need ur wish!

Love...

some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
some say love it is a razor
that leave your soul to bleed
some say love it is a hunger
and endless aching need
i say love it is a flower
and you its only seed
it's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learn to dance
it's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance
it's the once who won't be taken
who can not seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live
when the nigth has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and strong
just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snow
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose

the lyric i translate myself:
有人说爱是一条蜿蜒曲折的河流,纤弱敏感的人总是受到伤害
爱是一把最痛的双面刃,让你脆弱心灵最深处总血流不止
有人说爱是最原始的渴望,永远停不了对爱的狂热饥渴

我说爱是一朵娇艳欲滴的花儿
而你正是那唯一的种子

因为怕在爱情的国度里受到伤害,所以从不敢放肆地翩翩起舞
因为畏惧从梦幻甜美的美梦中醒来,连给爱情一次真正勇敢的机会都不肯
不愿对爱情开一扇门被占据,就永远不会全心全意付出
因怕心一旦死了远了就再也找不回来了,连让灵魂生存苟且喘息的机会都剥夺

夜幕低垂寂寞孤单袭上心头,旅途似乎遥不可期
你认为爱情只属于幸运和坚强拔韧的人时
别忘了冬季那深深层层的寒雪底下
偷偷藏了一颗静静等着阳光爱情眷顾的种子
在春天破茧而出绽放为一朵最璀璨的玫瑰

I am touched by this song....suddenly,I realize may b there is somebody live in my heart silently aldy...
阿桑-the rose

My presentation

Today i have my presentation in my English profesional course.....my topic is 'The Power of Music'

I m damn nervous b4 my presentation....and sincerely...I feel a bit stress....coz ds week happen to be the bziest week in 2nd block...I m so tired...until today morning i ignore my hp alarm n overslept....almost late for my clinical session today in hospital....I m very worried and I had my practice yesterday with Neoh(MUET band 6 kaki)...n we practiced until 2 AM midnite....Thanks Neoh for giving me so many marvellous idea and correcting me so many grammar mistake...

Today when I present....to my surprise...those audience give me very good response...I am so touched until almsot cry when at the start of my presentation , i play Canon in D, they seems like the song so much , and when i ask 'do u like ds song?' they response with a big 'YES!'
THANKYOU my great audience! You all are giving me so much of boost and confidence !!

When I show them the picture of wedding in the church after my wedding song, they laugh! and when I say'Will you marry me? YES, I do' ......I c my fussy n demanding english lecturer oso laughing ....hehe....feeling of satisfaction and contentment suddenly filled my stomach....

May b my presentation is not as attracting as Neoh or Praveena...but i know...It is the best speech i ever give....and I realize... sometimes i m worried too much...jz try ur best, and there will always b someone arround u to give encouragementt and help u always....and other will know the effort u put in,and they will response with their support...... I m lucky, isn't I?

Kuching- peaceful city...

coming Kuching aldy bout 3 month....say sincerely..i quite like ds city...

It jz look like Penang city.... small road...then v some builiding beside them, mostly is double story old building...the style of taman n eating is oso almsot same v penang...got big Satok pasar malam,delicious hawker centre,not very tall shopping complex...all the resident are nice,n all road here got Chinese road name, weird izit?haha...

U know wht is the main diff between Kuching n Penang ma?
in Penang, the traffic is terrible!! always jam here jam there,full of motorbikes tht are thinking themself in a strong war tank n ll never die ,only know chiong! chiong! chiong!! hustle n buzzer,ful of cars tht are rushing to overtake each other,imagining they r in sepang F1 ...everth is rushing...

in Kuching, the trafiic is peaceful!! rarely traffic jam,very few motorbikes tht are going smoothly, ful of cars tht are not rushing....in penang,if the traffic light turn green, n u stil din move ur vehicles in 1 second, u can xpect 1000x horn from vehicles behind bombard u.... in Kuching...i think they ll only horn u after the green light turn to red again....really a slow pace city, rite?
if u walking the street fast fast, may b Kuching resident ll even stared at u,with their innocent big eye talking 'walk so fast for wht?rush to die ah?'
Well, I believe my dear penangite fren like top student Loh n gangster neoh n Leg which come from KL city will understand my feelin

When i feeling bore in my hostel room, wht i can do is stand up,raise up my head, n look through my window, n ds is the scenery

here is some scene view from my campus highest level

Suddenly some refreshing wind is touching you, then you sure ll fall in love v kuching....
here are some more nice kuching picture from internet
hoping someday....I ll got chance to really travel in Kuching!!





当你真心渴望某样东西时，整个宇宙都会联合起来帮助你完成。。。。摘自牧羊少年奇幻之旅

My special UNIMAS Lot 77

Stil remember my Kuching Lot 77 unimas campus?B4 I came here,I aldy know it is a very special campus among Malaysia if compare to other University campus ,make me full of curiosity.... but i duno know that it is damn so special....see! I never bluff ppl want!!

Poor carpark/futsal court

actually ds is the result of heavy rain....luckily i stay in 1st floor ...but the problem is v trapped and cannot get our dinner!!luckily jz after 3 hour +, the water level bcum low n all is recover again as usual aldy....

Hehe,B4 i come Sarawak they say o, Sarawak is full of river and always need to take boat o ship for transportation...
seems, they don't lie me rite?believe it!!

Wht can v do for them?

我是卢安达的一个小孩，我只有八岁。
　　我们卢安达不是个有钱的国家，可是我运气很好，过去一直过得很愉快。
　　爸爸是位小学老师，我就在这所小学唸书，放了学，我们小孩子都在家附近的田野玩。
　　家附近有树林，也有一条河。我大概五岁起就会游泳了，在我们这些小孩子中，我不仅游得最好，也跑得最快。
　　因为是乡下，我们附近有不少的动物，我最喜欢看的是老鷹，它们飞的姿态真夠优雅。
　　可是我也很怕老鷹，因为它们常常俯冲下來抓小动物，有一次，有一只小山猫被一只大老鷹活活抓走。
　　有一次我问妈妈，「妈妈，大老鷹会不会把小孩抓走？」
　　妈妈说：「傻孩子，小孩子旁总有大人在旁边的，老鷹不敢抓小孩，因为它们知道大人一定会保护小孩子的。」
　　我懂了，所以我永远不敢离开家太远，我怕老鷹把我抓走。
　　今年，我开始读报了，看到报上名人的照片，我老是想，有一天我的照片能上报多好。
　　我的亲戚朋友们都说我是个漂亮小孩，也许有一天我会迈克杰逊一样地有名，报上常常登我的照片。
　　三星期前，爸爸忽然告诉我们，我们的总统遇难了，他认为事态严重，因为有心政客可能乘机將事情越搞越糟。
　　就在那天晚上，一群不知道那儿来的士兵进入了我們的村子，我睡著了，什么都不知道，第二天早上才知道村子里所有的男人都被打死了，爸爸也不例外。
　　妈妈居然还有能力将爸爸埋葬了，当天下午我们开始流亡。
　　现在回想起來，妈妈平时是一位很软弱的人，这次忽然显得非常刚強，唯一的理由是因为她要将我送到安全地帶去。
　　妈妈在路上，一再地叮咛我，有人非常恨我们，因此如果发现有坏人来了，可能来不及跑，可是我是小孩子，跑得飞快，一定要拼老命地逃走。
　　妈妈也一再叫我找一棵树，或者一塊大石头，以便躲起來，让坏人看不到。
　　就在逃亡的第二天，坏人来了，妈妈叫我赶快逃，她自己反而不走，我找到了一棵大树，躲在树后面，可是我看到了那些坏人杀人的整个过程。妈妈当然也死了，这批士兵沒有留一个人，不像上次，上次他們只杀男人，这次沒有一个人能逃过。
　　士兵走了以后，我才回去看我的妈妈。看到妈妈死了，我大哭了起來，因为天快暗了，我怎么办？我只有八岁！
　　亏得还有一个大哥哥也活著，我猜他大概有十几岁，是个又高又壮的年轻人，刚才他一定也躲了起來，他看我好可怜，来拉我走，他说我们一定要赶快走，找到另一个逃亡的团体，人不能落了单。
　　我和这位大哥哥相依为命，也找到了一批逃亡的人，好几次有救济团体給我们东西吃，虽然很少，可是都亏得这位大哥哥，替我弄到食物吃，如果不是他的话，我早就饿死了，因为小孩子是很难拿到食物的。
　　由於我们都大半处于饥饿状态，我們都越來越瘦，這位大哥哥也不是壮汉了。
　　有一天，他说他要去一条河边喝水，我告诉他最好忍一下，因為河里都有过死尸，他说他渴得吃不消，一定要去冒一下险。当天大哥哥就大吐特吐起來，而且虛弱得走不动了。
　　他要休息，然后劝我不要管他，和其他大人一起继续得逃亡。
　　这次我坚决不肯，决定陪他，他到后来连跟我吵的力气都沒了。
　　我偷偷地摸了他的額头，发现他額头好燙。
　　大哥哥昏睡以後，我也睡著了。等我醒過來，我知道他已永远的离开我了。
　　我和大哥哥说了再见以后，走回了大路，不知道什么原因，我从此沒有看到流亡的难民，我只有一片面包，二天內，我只吃了这一片麵包，我已越來越走不动了。
　　就在这時候，我发现一头大老鷹在跟著我，它原本在天上飞，后来发现我越走越慢，索性飞到了地面，我走它也走，我停它也停。虽然沒有见到任何逃亡潮，却看到了一部吉普车开过来，我高兴极了，以为他們会救我一命，可是吉普车沒有停，我心里难过到了极点。
　　吉普车开过去以后，忽然停了下來，车上有人走下来，我的希望又来了。
　　可是那位先生並沒有来救我，他拿起一架配有望远镜头的照相机对著我拍照，当时那位大老鷹站在我附近。
　　照完以后，吉普车又走了。我这才想起这位先生一定是一位记者，他要赶回去，使全世界报纸都会登到这一照片，老鷹在等著小孩过世。
　　明天早上，你们在吃丰盛早饭的时候，就会在报纸上看到我的照片，我不是很希望能上报吗？这次果真如愿了。
　　你们看到的是一个瘦得皮包骨的小孩，已經不能动了。
　　可是我过去曾是个快乐、漂亮而又強壮的小男孩，我曾经也有父母亲隨时陪在我的身旁，使老鷹不敢接近我。
　　我曾经全身充滿了精力，每天在河里游泳。
　　现在，我只有一个愿望，在老鷹来啄我的时候，我已不会感到痛。

REST IN PEACE........so, ds is our wonderful world!?If I,you,we,them can't help,GOD help them plz!! let's us think think.....wht can v do for them? OK?

New Blog!!

Yeah !! Finaly my new blog www.titep.blogspot.com is open!!
haha.....y i change from frenster blog to blogspot?
bcoz it can show big picture ma
continue than u ll know y....

to all my old fren: Guess where is ds? Any hotel in ur mind?

This is the picture of my Faculty

The answer is Teng Teng Teng-My Kuching Unimas Campus!!

a place full of genius n siao lang!!

Not bad leh, my campus appearence

Now, let me introduce some my siao lang fren.....(no time show all..next time...dun worry)

Thanks Shyangies for giving me nice kuching ppl impression!!

Now know y i prefer blogspot liao? :p

当你真心渴望某样东西时，整个宇宙都会联合起来帮助你完成。。 摘自－ 牧羊少年奇幻之旅