I am lucky...

in the past few days....i realize....how lucky i am in this world.....lucky to b alive,lucky to grow up, to have a perfect family, a happy house, n to be here .....thanks sccs(Sarawak Children Cancer Society) cute cute kids for giving me a special lecture....n for their angelic smile......i can c from their eye telling me

'yo!!! Wht is the problem of some difficulties in the life? Difficulties r just part of my life since I was born!! don't u realize how lucky r u ? my life may b shorter than others, but so wht? so uncle (they even call me uncle, damn it! ), wht is ur problem now?'


they r just angels for me.......

I hope in this camp I got enough time to tell them n make them understand...life is not just suffering!! n life is beautiful....

where my happy heart goes?

where is my happy heart goes? where is tht small jumping red thing in my small heart goes?
I duno....really duno....It used to b happy...laughing....forgiving.....n smiling always.....but I lost it now...
whenever we treat some ppl good....will tht ppl ever know?n wht's the point of treating ppl good?

I am stupid!!! can anyone teach me...dun always think of other ppl?always think of other....sacrifice....no one cherish it...i care bout other,but who cares bout me?

Jia you!!

Today i get my last block result, A- . This is my promise to myself and my UM frens before come to UNIMAS ,tht is workhard and prove to them tht my decision to leave them is not wrong. So I am happy....and i want to keep my hardwork....jiayou!!

当你真心渴望某样东西时，整个宇宙都会联合起来帮助你完成。。。摘自－ 牧羊少年奇幻之旅

goodbye.....sadly....may b it's time to wake up...

the book tht give me courage to carry on my life

Last friday I am very happy......i had not been so happy for very long time aldy.....coz i went to Kuala Lumpur and visit my fren in UM.....those frens i din meet them for very long time , I miss them so much.....and they used to be part of my life in for ds past year....ya...part of my life......

my biomed coursemate....my 'roomate' tht stay opposite my of hostel room.....my choir frens....my college frens....my secondary skool frens....i got so many close frens in UM and v share so many funny time and wonderful memory together......joys and sorrow.....I am the guy tht make the decision to leave them.... I am cruel and stupid , isn't I?

I know whenever i back to UM, i jz have knock their door o give them a call.... they ll always be there for me...... they surely do not realize how important are them in my heart.....I want to say Thank you...for every1 tht appear in my short UM student life... without u all,there will only be endless suffering in my UM memory .......Thanks from my sincere heart!!

Goodbye Univeristi Malaya.....time to say goodbye....it jz like a sweet and wonderful dream.....and it's time to wake up ........